hiyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!
Today i graduated from secondary school, I am so happy, all the girls looked so pretty and like princesses, I was particularly happy with the way I looked also, I was getting so much compliments.

since I go to a girls school all the younger years, literally won't stop staring at us, giving us the compliment now and then even if we didn't have a clue who they were, it was really special!

I am really gonna miss my friends in St martin in the fields, since i made some worthwhile freinds, I am gonna miss greatly.:SAD:
it was a pleasure being the schools deputy head girl, but I am going to the sixth form anyways.

so many of my freinds hired limos, I wanted to go on one, but I didn't have the time or money and it wasan't alot of people I was going out with, but we went Tgi fridays and the brownie dessert was amazingly beautiful.

I am gonna miss my freinds jokes and all the silly times.

Most of all the thing that ruined my day the most was finding out about Micheal Jacson, the news about him stayed on the news like throughout us being at the restaurant and they were playing all his songs, it was depressingsince micheal jacson was always there for alot of my childhood, when I used to dance to his songs, my favourite song was thriller and remember the time, they were priceless classics.

What is still making me upset about the whole thing, was how the world has treated him over the years, yes he had his errors and insecurities BUT just LIKE every other HUMAN being but there was no right to treat him the way some of the world except his fans,treated him with the harsh cruel jokes, the insults upon insults and it makes me sad that he wasan't able to give that proper final impression to prove himself as a worthwhile artist,( i really wonder if people can get their refunds for the concert.)

It is only now that he dies, that people are showing their respect and this should have been done loooong ago especially to everyone not just famous people, it shouldn't be until, they die that they can be given respect and made a saint especially if you were cussing them the day before, the similar situation happened for jade goody, in big bro, some extremists wanted her dead and later when she had cancer, the same people made her out to be almost as good as mother teresa, people need to start setting their priorities straight and show a bit more kindness and compassion and start putting themselves in other peoples shoes before they are so quick to judge everyone has something wrong with them one way or the other!, since we don't know if one day, it could be happening to you!

like him or not he was a legend and wether he was guilty or innocent he still had the dreams of a child and I respect that side of him how he helped so many children with many difficulties in their lives giving them a place where they can escape reality, and I think that is what he had always wanted a chance to be free and live a dream, I believe he really wanted to, but all the allegations and such and cruelties of this world having influenced him to such a degree, destroyed what it was originally.
Society can really destroy a person and their dreams especially if they start off so pure at first, people mold a person to what they want them to be even if it means they are no longer true to themselves.

I mean don't you feel situations in your life pull you down especially your dreams because people think it is this or that and belittle it or even so much as try to change you?

I really hope that one day rather than being the person who just watches the destruction of our planet (morally and environmentally),I hope that i can get out from this comfortable seat and make a real difference especially encourage people to be dreamers, since it is alot of dreamers now who are the ones changing our society,and creating new things.

MJ rest in peace, and I pray that society can give others the chance to chase their dreams to the fullest.

T~star